Quiet 25th

First off
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THAT GIRL who also turned 25 two days ago- I can't wait to read up on how she celebrated!

My birthday this year is a quiet one. I went to lunch with the little sis today- she gave me three birthday vouchers- one was for free lunch at this place called Delish. I took my camera and left the memory card in the computer... good work Savinu.

Tonight we are having a few friends over for some food- and maybe hit up the school bar. The real party is on Friday- at a club in Limerick City. Stay tuned. I met a cutie who I took a video of him making out with some chick of when I met him who is suppose to be showing up- along with a bouncer I met sometime last week. Yes, Savinu is pimping in Ireland. No worries, no hook-ups though...

Which leads me to the following. Today I wrote the boyfriend an e-mail expressing how I feel about the situation between him and I. I have gotten the opportunity to get a look outside the box while I am here and although I do love him, he and I have not been doing so well recently. We are so young in the relationship- it shouldn't be this hard. He usually realizes he has fucked up once he has REALLY fucked up, with the recent happenings I have lost a little of myself and when I realized that- that's when I realize he has lost me, or some of me.

Another thing that has been happening that takes a minor role in this is how I am enjoying speaking to other people rather then speaking to the boyfriend. I am looking forward to getting back to the states (note: I am not home sick nor am I wanting to leave Ireland, on the contrary- I was trying to get a working Visa) so that I can hang out with Fitness, my best friend the break dancer is coming to town in March, and most importantly... MY GIRLS- I am dying to party with my girls. No where in there does it mention the boyfriend. :-\

Thinking of leaving Ireland is making me sad lol...

Moving on- Americans are not very liked over here...
Someone on the bus mentioned something bad about our BLACK president.
A guy spit on one of my little sisters friends neck because he said he was American.
WTF.
Ignorance is not tolerated... I wanted to fuck that guy up. Not very lady like, I know.

UPDATE: I just spoke to the boyfriend- I do miss him and I hope things do get better but I can't play blind. This trip has opened my eyes.